April 2011
69 posts
Anonymous asked: I'm 5'2 and 108 pounds and I think I'm disgusting. I want to weigh 97 pounds, but I don't have the energy to work out. What should I do to lose 9 pounds? Any tips?
beyondthinfinity asked: i have mono so i cant workout...but im eating aton cuz im soo bored bein home all day!! how many calories should i eat per day/ what shud i eat?? thanks lovee <3
Anonymous asked: I know you want everyone else to be healthy, but I need help. I ate way too many calories. and I'm terrified to purge. I worked out but it didn't do enough. easiest way to purge? I know. It's a bad thing to ask, please help me though/:
Anonymous asked: Thank you for the shows about e.d.'s! I think I will watch them all haha. But you've mentioned 'Sharing the secret' twice, right? However, I love your blog and you write beautifully! <3
reflectionsofself asked: 4, 10, 14
Anonymous asked: 2 & 5 :)
girlmadeofglass-deactivated2011 asked: 8 4 15 :)
phuckunderwear asked: I love following you.. but you should really consider blocking anonymous asks. I get that its your blog to do what you want with, but seeing all the negativity on my dash when Im trying to connect with someone else with an ED really sucks.
Theyre not just targeting you, theyre targeting everybody who has an ED and I wont tolerate that... please consider and have a wonderful day <3 xoxox
Theyre not just targeting you, theyre targeting everybody who has an ED and I wont tolerate that... please consider and have a wonderful day <3 xoxox
Anonymous asked: You're going to die.
Anonymous asked: i hate to see you suffer like this. you don't deserve this, just be happy with who you are.
Anonymous asked: Does anyone know about your ED? I would be interested to find out the percentage of ED sufferers who have told someone about it. I desperatly want to tell someone, just so I can talk to someone without feeling like I am lying all the time, just so I can tell someone exactly how I feel. Just so I can sit with someone, look at someone, be with someone, hug someone, who knows me a litte. Just so...
lunawaning asked: that's unfortunate.
at least your popular?
glad I could give yew some love XD
at least your popular?
glad I could give yew some love XD
Anonymous asked: First they made me see I didn't deserve food, then it was water, then when I lost my friends they made me see I never deserved them either. Now they are asking what I have done that makes me deserve to live. I don't have an answer. Are they right?
Anonymous asked: If you stand with your feet and knees together, are your thighs supposed to touch?
Anonymous asked: I had to put my fingers really far down my throat tonight when purging. I know there is hardly anything in my stomach to bring up, but this isn't usually a problem. The teeth marks on my hand tonight were about an inch above my wrist, when usually they are on my knuckles. Why do you think it might have been so hard to purge today? I haven't eaten anything very different to what I might...
Anonymous asked: I'm so scared. This thing has completely taken over me. I'm obsessed and terrified.
Anonymous asked: If you were 5'8 / 5'9, what would your GW be?
chippedblacknailvarnish asked: To start with, i love your blog! Don't listen to all the hate mail, seriously, its pathetic! We have a lot in common dear, from what i can tell! XX
iwantaperfectsoul asked: How tall are you? Maybe I overlooked them, but I couldn't find your stats anywhere.. Beautiful Blog btw.
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lunawaning asked: I hope you've received nicer things since the post I saw for this
I'm loving your blog.
it's different from a lot of thinspo I see
I'm loving your blog.
it's different from a lot of thinspo I see
Anonymous asked: i cannot believe people are asking you for advise, you know shit
Anonymous asked: you'll be sorry when your hair falls out, when you can't even get up because you're so dizzy, when your brain turns to mush, when you are too tired to exercise, when your bones become brittle, when you gain 2x the weight back, and eventually you will fall into depression if you already haven't, you'll lose all will to live and motivation
Anonymous asked: you're fucking stupid
Anonymous asked: if I substituted some water with food, would that make me feel full? I'm just wondering since you're fasting on water/gum
Anonymous asked: I have a really, really important dance audition tomorrow that is three hours long from 2-5pm. I want to eat something so that it gives me energy but will get burnt off while I dance. Do you have any suggesstions for what to eat and when? Please don't suggest high calorie foods as i'll only end up purging them before the audition starts. I am used to fasting or massvely restrciting so I...
Anonymous asked: I am trapped. Completely trapped, I am so obssessed. I want to look emaciated, I want to BE emaciated. I would rather die than carry on looking and feeling the way I am. I fuckng H A V E to be thin. I have never, ever felt so screwed up in my life, but I know that I am finally on the right path. The path that will make me happy. Does this make me sound mad?
theskeletonofme asked: why the unfollow? :(
Anonymous asked: I'm done. This is my limit. I can't do this any more, this is as far as I can go. I don't want to live any more. I'm fed up of crying, lying, pretending, hating. I feel like my life has slowed down so much that it must stop because that is what it deserves. I can't see anything else to live for. My family don't care, my friends don't care. I have no talents, no...
skeletal-frames asked: To your last post 'I'm just fine', this is why people follow you and why you keep posting. So your still surrounded by like minded people that know how you feel. stay strong, chin up :) <3 xxx
iamabirdyoucannotchange asked: SWEETIE! Gaining or losing weight will NOT effect what's inside of you. Happiness does not come in diminutive number on a scale. Trust me on this, inner beauty is far more important than exterior appearances. And too be honest, no one will be looking at the width of your stomach or your thighs unless there is a beautiful person within. And I think it's your inner self you need to work on...
eliminate-those-pounds asked: What is one thing you like about yourself?
What is one thing you dislike about yourself?
What is the body-part you most want to change?
xoox
What is one thing you dislike about yourself?
What is the body-part you most want to change?
xoox
Anonymous asked: do you ever feel sick with hunger?? coz i get that and it kills and can i stop it?? xx
Anonymous asked: how much water should you drink when fasting or restricting?
Anonymous asked: There is a group of us that go to pizza hut loads. It's become a tradition like since we met nearly 2 years ago. We go about once every half term. We haven't been in ages and we're planning on going this thursday. We haven't been since my ED has got this restricting. I want to go so much an enjoy the time with my friends but some have already started to notice i'm not...
Anonymous asked: My friends have started to notice I don't eat, and now are getting mad with me. My best friend offers me food and i'll decline saying that I have a chewy and she'll be like 'oh yeah how stupid of me. any excuse'. Sometimes i'll have an apple while at school, and she'll be like 'oh theres your daily food intake'. She has a go at me sometimes, but I...
Anonymous asked: I see pictures of girls with anoerxia, and they are so beautiful, skinny, visible bones, elegant, fragile, all the things I want to be. I starve myself, and purge whenever I eat, so why am I still so fat? How long will it be before I start to look like the girls I see in the picture?
Anonymous asked: I'm getting so scared. The voices are getting so much stronger. They won't let me do anything, not even drink water anymore. Everything I do is wrong. I can't eat or drink, I can't study because it's not burning calories, if i'm not out jogging, i'm wrong. And when i'm jogging, i'm never jogging fast enough. This is wrong, writing for help, sitting...
vivre-somnambule asked: Wow, I'm really glad to be one of your favourite blog. Thank you <3
Anonymous asked: I feel like i'm crying, all the time. Not just because of this, but for so many different reasons. I feel like my whole life is upside down, and everything is falling over each other. It's getting so hard to carry on pretending. How can I stop crying? Thankyou Rain. xx
Anonymous asked: In the last 20 minutes, I just ate about thenumber of calories I usually allow mself in a day. I'm terrified because I can't goand purge becaue my dad is in the room next door. I can feel it all inside me, and i want it out out OUT! What can I do? :(
Anonymous asked: I am 5'9 and 119lbs. I hate myself. But the thing is, even though the number on the scales is dropping, I can't see it coming off me at all, in any way shape or form. Why not?
Anonymous asked: You are one of the most beautiful and inspirational people I have ever known to exist. Both inside and out, you are a beautiful, beautiful person. I hope you believe me, if not now, one day. Stay strong, there is so much support with you. <3
Anonymous asked: Thoughts on 5'9" and 98 lbs? Thankyou <3
Anonymous asked: I hope you find what you're looking for without harming yourself, whether it be your ideal weight, ideal body, or ideal state of mind. Good luck, stay strong, and you know, you're beautiful. :)
fashionettee asked: I saw on one of your posts that it says you only get horrible messages? That's fucking crazy. I think you're pretty amazing :) I love your blog. And your writing is phenomenal! Fuck the people who send you hate messages, you're amazing :D
whitetig3rs-deactivated20120127 asked: thank you Rain <3
Anonymous asked: i'm 5'4.5" and 109 pounds. my best friend is 5'1.5" and 9something pounds. long story short, i am freaking goliath compared to her. i don't want to believe that, but i can't not cause the proof is right there. i ate only 3 pretzels for a week and had a bottle of water every day. my friend was the only one who knew, but hearing "you're not fat at all....
whitetig3rs-deactivated20120127 asked: Rain! i'm getting fat. :(
ambithin asked: -followed- i love your blog, very thinspirational (: i've just started, but i'm determined. <3
thinspirationprettyplease-deact asked: Oh, god, tried sending you an ask and that dictionary site with the woman came up!! Ughhh.
Anyway, I love your blog. <3 You're amazing. Keep it up (:
Anyway, I love your blog. <3 You're amazing. Keep it up (: